“I’d rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else. I’d rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself. I’d rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart. I’d rather have the one who holds my heart.“ -Unknown So, things have been a little […]
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Do you suppose she’s a wildflower?
“I give myself very good advice, but I very seldom follow it.” ― Lewis Carroll, Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland & Through the Looking-Glass When I was younger, I was asked a bunch of different questions in school: what I wanted to be when I grew up, what my favorite subject was. I usually had some form of […]
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How To Deal With Losing a Partner (When You’re the One that Fucked It Up) Rated M
Ok. This is not an easy thing to write about, mostly because it hurts. I hope this will help someone else to not make the same mistakes I did. My partner and I decided to try dating a couple that we were friends with. He had dated the woman (let’s call her Emily) in the […]
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Made of Stone
Trapped. I feel trapped within my own head. I want OUT!!! LET ME OUT OF HERE!!! My alters try to help, but I find myself feeling more like Quasimodo every day. Sometimes I wonder if I don’t deserve to feel real love and warmth. Love is so wonderful sometimes, but other times it can be […]
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Polyamory: A Study Into Love, Lust, and Loss (Rated M for Mature Content)
“So, a little advice. Relax. You’re not filling a job position. You’re looking for a pleasant acquaintance.. who might become a good friend… who turns out to be attractive to your senses… and a rewarding lover… then a committed partner whose heart will not stray. If you don’t see those signposts and in that order, […]
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“Wait, you’re into that??”
Rated M for Mature “I urge you all today, especially today during these times of chaos and war, to love yourself without reservations and to love each other without restraint. Unless you’re into leather.” Margaret Cho One of the things I get most often as people get to know me is “Wait, you’re into that??”. […]
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Down the Rabbit Hole
Alice “How long is forever?” White Rabbit: “Sometimes, just one second.” Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland Spirals. All I can see are spirals, circles of smoke everywhere I turn. I can’t tell which way is up, which way leads me back to sanity and salvation. The voices in my head, my dear friends, try to help, […]
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Who Are You?
“Begin at the beginning,” the King said, very gravely, “and go on till you come to the end: then stop.” Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland Hi. My name is Sarah, and I have issues. A lot of issues. But this isn’t where I’ll be getting into the dirty details of my past. So let’s get into […]
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Dark Days
Thud. Thud. Thud. My heart pounds in my ears, the long broken vessel wrapped up like a present in barbed wire thuds in my chest like a pounding base drum. My limbs shake, falling to my sides like the autumn leaves. My wrist aches for one sweet swipe of release. Just one is all I […]