“Begin at the beginning,” the King said, very gravely, “and go on till you come to the end: then stop.”
Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
Hi. My name is Sarah, and I have issues. A lot of issues. But this isn’t where I’ll be getting into the dirty details of my past. So let’s get into the highlights of what I get to deal with on a daily basis, shall we?
Currently, what I’ve got is:
- DID, Dissociative Identity Disorder (I have 20 distinct personalities, some of whom may post from time to time)
- Borderline Personality Disorder (but I’m surprisingly not a psycho)
- PTSD (no I’m not military)
- Anxiety (go figure)
- Depression and suicidal/self-harming tendencies (yes I’ve been to therapy)
- Empath (as if dealing with my own emotions wasn’t enough)
At the moment, I am in a polyamorous relationship with a married couple who I have been friends with for several years. I am in the process of getting a divorce because of this. Yeah, I realize I’m a shitty person. But I’m trying to do the right thing now.
In addition to the lovely world of polyamory, I also am involved in the lovely world of BDSM. In fact, I use BDSM as a form of therapy. There’s a lot more to BDSM than butt plugs and belt spankings, friends. I may include BDSM-related posts. If those bother you, I will include an M for Mature rating in the blog post title.
Why should you care to read words published by a certified crazy girl? Well, I’ll tell you.
I’ve always wanted to do something to help people. I’m hoping that, through my stories and struggles posted on this format, something will touch someone and help somehow. I will try to be as open as I can be. I will try my best to respond to any comments, questions, concerns, funny stories, threats of bodily harm, and anything else that might be left as a comment. Otherwise, welcome to my madness. Enjoy the ride!